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About Me Premium Member New Artist PheobeBlankFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Yeah, so, I don't give a fuck.

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 30, 2009, 12:40 PM






I really don't think it's proper to presume stuff between people's relationships.
Me and my bestfriend Austin, (I have 3, Nicole, Austin, and Patrick)
Dated 3 months ago.
a month after we broke up, I started dating my bradley. X3
[I loves him :)]
anyway, for the past 3 months, I've been telling him that I do not love him/like him like that.
However, Austin is very, very persistant.
I don't particurally mind, cause it's easy not to flirt back.
He's still 'in love' with me.
Sure, I have a few "loves of my life"
I consider people who will mean something forever to me, loves of my life. So Dillon, Gregg, Joseph, Becca, Jordan, and Nicole.
Dillon ditched me. he up and moved away, and we only talk every now and then.
Anyway, for some reason, everyone had made up this suspicion that I'm 'leading him on'. [austin]
Fuck that.
I don't lead people on, I've had it done to me and it sucks. so I don't do it to others.
I can hang out with my best friend if I fucking want to.




I hate people who fucking judge other people.
And Stroodle,
Why don't you say it to my face?
Scared?
I will fuck you up. I don't know what your deal is cause I haven't done anything to you, and PS-- the "kill lauren" joke was spring of freshman year. And it was a joke. Me, gregg, jordan, and I think will davis were in the hot tub at will's house and someone asked "If you had to kill someone who would it be?" And I said it as a joke. "I'd kill lauren studebaker or jordan draper [laughs], tryin to make moves on my man. [laughs]"

It. Was. A. Joke.



And by the way, I don't blame anyone but myself.
Me and Nicole made up yesterday, by the way.
[Nico, wanna go to the movies tuesday if possible?]
And you may ask her.
I blame myself.
I didn't put her as my top priority,
which I really should have.
Because then this wouldn't have even happened.
I am most definately making her top priority.
because she's my big rock. :) :)
[only coach davis students would understand that]
Nothing means more than her,
and I will make sure to show her that from now on.
I can't live without her :)

I love her :D

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  • Interests: Marching band, music, photography, singing, video games, Modeling
  • Favourite band or musician: INSANE CLOWN POSSE!! MMFWCL to all my Los&Lettes. :D
  • Favourite genre of music: Horror Core, Rock, Rap, Country, Pop, pretty much anything is good. Musicals!
  • Favourite artist: Taylor Swift, Click Five, Sugarcult
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dillon Cantu & Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite photographer: :iconBlackJukeBox: BlackJukeBox
  • Favourite style of art: Pastels, pencil, & photography
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Fable II
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBOX360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Selvester the cat

Who should I be from the famous Sailor Moon? 

33%
3 deviants said Sailor Venus
22%
2 deviants said Queen Serenity
11%
1 deviant said Sailor Moon
11%
1 deviant said Sailor Mercury
11%
1 deviant said Princess Rini
11%
1 deviant said You shouldn't cosplay Sailor Moon!
0%
No deviants said Sailor Mars
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No deviants said Sailor Jupiter
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No deviants said Black Lady
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No deviants said Tuxedo Mask

Comments


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PLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING. ITS SO DANG TRUE*

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!!!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem
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no problem !! Good work !


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